I decide my own life!
Tuesday, August 27, 2013 ♥
Actually these days, i'm really depressed. in campus, i am doing everything on my own while my friends have their new friends, new gang and i'm still alone. i don't mean to be antisocial, but i'm really not that sociable. i don't like to be fake and i'll just show my dissatisfactions if i dislike something. i know social network is important, but what i think is no point to be fake or just like some people, they can do so many things just to get some friends.
and my group mates in class are driving me crazy, they just pass everything to me and ask me to settle everything. i really have no idea what teamwork is. it's so tough while lab session while i'm the one who is going to complete the lab report. why can't i have better group mates or leader? actually i wanted to change group because the team mates are really terrible. but i did not do so because
this is life! we can never expect the world will change because of us, so we need to improve ourselves to fit this world. no one will sympathize you if you fail!
another thing is about my family. i thought home is a place for you to hide when you are stressed up, in difficulties and where someone will comfort you when you're upset. but actually it's definitely no! that day was my gmom's bday and all of us went there for celebration. i greeted an aunt and she immediately shoot me back. i'm so frustrated so i tweeted on twitter about the aunt. and my cousin thought that i was criticizing her mom and mad at me. i felt so bad so i told my mom and wished that she would comfort me. but she did not do so and still scolded me for tweeting about that post. so i called my boyfriend and he came to my house immediately and brought me out. he's the one who stood by me while im upset. he's the one who listen to me everytime i have problems. NOT MY FAMILY!
Name : ♥ Yoshiko ♥