my update.
Friday, September 30, 2011 ♥
oh, i just realized that i've been long didn't update my blog. recently, i spent less time to online. i felt that there's no point to face the computer for a long time since there's nothing much to attract me. i was in love again with my ex so deeply, uhh! but i know, that's not a right decision. so i'm trying not to meet him. maybe i'm escaping from the reality, but that's the only way. i dislike the feeling when he turns up in front of me and my heart is beating so fast. yah, it feels really SUCKS! how i wish that he will not turn up anymore in front of me for 1 more year. next year will be my last year for staying in my school. and he's going to graduate also next year. is it possible for him to disappear from my life? i think.... NO! i'm so suffering with these shits! i'm so stressed up. studies, family, friends... urgh! i'm in science stream. but i don't think i will be an engineer, doctor or lecturer! i wondered why am i still still staying in science stream? i hypnosis myself, there will be a wider field for me to look for job for my future. but, it's so torturing. biology, physics, add maths! they're killing me! can the world stop turning and let me rest for a while? :(
Name : ♥ Yoshiko ♥