unhappy week.
Saturday, August 6, 2011 ♥
hey there! this week passed in unhappiness. :( urgh! i got my 1st warning letter in my life on thursday! the reason is "ponteng sekolah" means that i escape from school? WTH?! did i? i just absent often only! as revenge, i did not attend school on friday. =.= i really dislike my form teacher. who she thinks she is? everything law by law, she's just a new teacher in our school. i have more experiences than her though. shit her. but i don't care. just continue to do what i did before. i swear it is my 1st warning letter and also the LAST! and then i went to the library yesterday. there are some form 5 students whom wanted to study for their 1st trial exam. they are same age with me and i should be 1 of the form 5 students for this year actually. because of 1 year transition in 2007, makes me graduate a year slower than them. sometimes i would think, what if i didn't go for the transition, how will i am right now? it's kinda hard to study in this hopeless school but my mom told me that, study is the best time in life. *i don't think so* i want to graduate! i want to leave this sucks school! ISH!! i couldn't sleep well last night too! went in to my room at 11.15pm and i was still awake at 12.24am. kept on turning around on my bed, and finally i could not stand it and went to open the refrigerator to get a glass of milk. and i still stayed awake until 1am+. how pity am i? so i am having a pair of big panda eyes and eye bags right now. O.O gotta study hard for my spm right now. can't be lazy anymore. actually i wanted to look for part time job during the year end holiday to earn some pocket money. but since yesterday, i've decided to get the time to study. i don't want my spm result make me regret since i got flying colour in my pmr. the feeling is so freaking nice when everyone says congratulations to you, and those who look down at you can't believe their eyes. so i have to put more efforts on my studies. my mom told me that this year, i'm getting so pessimistic. and i could feel it too when she told me that. ok, stop that. i actually wanted to get an iphone 4 because i was attracted by the front camera. i did research a few days ago made me changed my mind. now i love the samsung galaxy s2 more! the camera for the galaxy s2 is much more better than iphone 4. WOOH! it's so suitable for me since i love camwhoring! but i am still considering whether want to buy it or not because i want to save money for my future. i will graduate 1 year later and i need a lot of money to go futhur study. i don't want my parents to bear a burden. i can't make the decision because i love the phone so much but think of my future....................... haix. ask for comments 1st because there's a brother wants to buy samsung galaxy s2 too. wait i look for him 1st before i make my decision. bye peeps!
Name : ♥ Yoshiko ♥