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Friday, August 12, 2011 ♥
hey guys! finally i've attended my school for the whole week! no absent for this week! WHEEE! kinda happy to complete this "mission". AHA! saw my ex so often recently and i am kinda ............. uhh, i don't know how to describe the feeling. since he sent me a message, i think that he is so annoying! i thought he would change, i thought he is now a new him. but he's still the same, same attitude, same annoying! ISH! luckily i didn't accept his request to back to him. i admit that maybe i still have a lil' bit feeling to him, but i don't want him back because of his attitude. keep on hypnotising myself that he is my past. but i know, i'm just lying myself. i know he never quit from my heart. he is just kept in the bottom of my heart. he appears in front of me recently because he has came back to school and continued his form 6. he turns up in front of me makes me miss him much. i know he is not a good boyfriend, he is not a good man. but idk why i can't control my feeling. i just CAN'T STOP LOVING HIM! gaaah! crumbled. so i focus on my studies now. exam is around the corner. and i just study, study and STUDY! ehhee, i am going to take samsung galaxy s2 end of this month! thinking to get the digi plan with iphone. but i don't have friend who wants an iphone! D; how? impossible i use both phones? and i really like galaxy s2 more because of the cam! whhew! i think i will not stop cam-whoring if i get the phone. but i am still wondering because i really need to save for my future. how?! booh booh boooooh! can someone give me a good suggestion? >:)
Name : ♥ Yoshiko ♥