i am absent todaay! C: i love staying at home because i can wake up late. i woke up at 10 something this morning while it was the recess time in school. see, impossible i could sleep until that late if i went to school. i woke up because of the electricity! idk why today most of the areas in miri suffered black out. i remembered the last black out, he told me that he would protect me and always be by my side. but now, he is going with another girl. :( i also remembered that night, when we broke up, i was leaving his car. he held my wrist. i turned back and looked at him. i said to him "don't worry, i'm ok." but i know, my heart was not feeling so. herm, both of my relationships are so similar. the relationships end but i still suffer much for it after that. i watched a drama, it is about diff types of relationship. it's kinda nice drama! and suitable for me since i'm suffering in love. :(

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