do not bother the others.. :(
Sunday, May 1, 2011 ♥
hais, there are too many conflicts happened lately.. and there are a lot of continuous problems.. and those problems, i can't tell anyone.. i tried to tell him, but he doesn't know how i feel. i told my mom, she called me to settle it myself.. so i can just place those problems and the unhapiness deep in my heart. sometimes i prefer to stay alone, because i no need to pretend that i'm happy, i'm alright.. i just don't want people to worry about me, i am big enough and able to control my own feeling.. i know i shouldn't care of those nonsense.. but what i think is, I CARE! and I MIND! i really mind about that, what they do, what they say are a bit over.. i keep on telling myself that i can just ignore them, telling myself i'm strong enough to face them.. but i'm actually like a clown, i look strong and happy all the time, but that are all for me to cover my fragile heart and emotional.. yes, i admit that i'm really unhappy with that, i really wish to tell them all the things that i think. but still, i don't do it.. why? because of you! ish!
Name : ♥ Yoshiko ♥