was discussing a topic with my family..

the problem has made me so unhappy and irritability recently..

how?

should i let go? or i have to try harder?

i'm so tired and unhappy now..

and my brain is almost burst now!

i'm not tough enough i know..

i'm weak, i'm a loser..

I ADMIT THAT I AM!

so what?!

no one cares..

i know i'm not the suitable one..

who i am?

only a normal girl..

nothing special..

is it a thing that i can be proud of?

feel so pressure now!

promised but now the promise has been broken..

and it's what i am worring about..

so tired and feel to let go now..

how? i keep on hiding the problems..

but how?

i can keep the problems from the others but still the problems are still with me..

i can't fight, i'm sure that i will lose..

so that i am preventing from "comparing"

yea, i am lack of confidence..

i am a definitely a loser!

but what can i do?!

think much is to let me to have the worst intention..

but why everyone says that it is not a good habit?

why there is no one can feel what i am feeling now?

ISH!

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