i'm sorry because i'm not pretty..

i'm not the perfect one..

not the suitable one..

not the polite one..

not the winner of life..

and i'm a person that without any special..

being stupid, useless and unimportant in life..

i know i don't have the qualification to compare myself with the others..

i am lack of confident and i am disappointed with myself..

i even feel sad to be like that but how?!

no one knows..

i can just pretend that i'm happy and hide all my sadness at the bottom of my heart..

it's so torturing to be like this..

no one can listen to me and no one i can talk to..

and i have a lot of pressure not only because of my studies..

my life is so tought and difficult for me to get through..

*sigh*

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