do i really love him so much?

do i really miss him so much?

i wonder..

since there are quite a lot of guys around me now..

but there's no 1 i'm interested..

i'm still missing him?

o just that i keep telling myself that i miss him?

y i cant even know wat am i feeling, wat am i thinking of?

it's my own feeling, but y cant i handle it well?

y am i so useless?

lose 2 my own feeling..

since i met him, i lose everything..

my life has changed 2 miserable..

my emotion, change easily..

the stable life, changed 2 unstable..

the emotion hard 2 control..

his life is still in his own control..

happy life, no worries life..

it's totally different with my life..

he wins everything but i lose everything..

his life, full of girls..

my life, is also full of guys..

but y he can live in happiness n i live in sadness?

haiz...

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