the time 2 pmr is getting less..

but my brain is almost BURST!!

maybe i'm not suitable 2 study..

but i will try my best..

this tuesday, saw him at bio lab from my class..

it was the 1st time he realized that i'm exist..

that afternoon, my phone rang..

msg 4 around 2 hours, then he's gone..

wednesday, suddenly saw him passed by my class..

it's impossible that he would pass by my class..

my class is quite far from his class..

but anyway, wednesday afternoon we also msg 4 a while..

keep thinking that do i still love him o not..

keep thinking the cruel he did 2 me..

keep thinking the unhappy memories he gave me..

n the differences of him b4 n after we broke up..

i realized that the 1 i love is the guy i loved last year..

but not the 1 i'm oftenly looking at..

although the "2 ppl" have the same name, same appearance..

but the things in their mind, how tender he treats me are totally different..

feeling tired 2 live under his mood..

if he's still the 1 i knew, sure i will feel happy n warm..

but, im not..

i'm feeling tired n weary 2 live like that..

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