the anniversary.. (the 100th post)
Thursday, September 23, 2010 ♥
last night, i'd been waiting 4 his greet whole day..
but there was not any.. :(
he has really 4gotten all our things..
so i think i have 2 try my best 2 make myself out from him..
2day went 2 school at 6.15..
heard a song in my CD that has our anniversary in the lyrics..
the song is with me around a month but i realized it 2day..
keep repeating the song, recalling everything..
it's hard 2 control my mind if i saw something that is related..
i'm different with him, can easily 4get everything he wants 2 4get..
sometimes i really feel that i have no point 2 remember these..
it has passed, n he doesn't mean 2 have any remedy..
n i shouldn't do so much 2 make myself feel sad..
one more week left..
after the week, i will not meet him anymore..
4ever i will not meet him..
maybe next year, i will 4get all the time n date..
maybe next year, i will have a new bf..
maybe next year, i will not think about all the memories..
all those are wat i think, but 4 sure..
HE WON'T APPEAR IN THE REST OF MY LIFE!!