2 years ago, i end my life of single..

n 2 years later, i'm back 2 single again..

i still remember every our anniversaries, does he?

it was the day we fell in love with each other..

but he seems like in his brain left no more any little memory..

last year, we still celebrated it 2gether..

but this year, we go for our own..

we've been dragged for a year..

although we met at least once a month, we are still far appart

his heart is not with me now..

n my heart is learning 2 delete the feeling..

will it work o not, i dono..

but the missing feeling is killing me..

to save myself from being killed, i can only do that..

i wont miss him often, but when the happiness is recalled..

the feeling starts to erode my heart n my brain..

if i have never tried the happiness, i will not feel lonely..

if i have never enjoyed the sweetness, i will not be so sad..

but saying these have no cure..

everything had happened, and i cant get it back anymore..

so the only thing i can do is to cure myself from the memories..

those happy memories which make me sad... =C

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